i feel lonely

i feel lonely for the first time in a long time. i have a horrendous hole in my chest (and i feel alone alone and i am alone; but at least i am feeling) mentally. spiritually. psychologically. hollow; i feel hollow and i can physically feel a non-existent wind rushing in and out of my chest. but as i write this i am beginning to feel better. just a bit. and soon it shall pass. zip. zap. in the flick of a hat. and i will still feel alone, but i won't be sad about it. the endless cycle continues.

(i hope. i hope all is well with you.)

godspeed.

c. w.